My Forgiveness is JESUS

By Yen Yen

One day in Oct, 2025, I felt disappointed as one of my online orders was defective. When I kindly complained to the seller, they didn’t want to resend it and I didn’t want to receive their refund as the platform’s refund process was complicated for me.  

It seemed a little thing but then every time, I saw the defective product, I felt annoyed and I could not forget and forgive them.

I know all my sins (past, present and future) were redeemed by ABBA JESUS at the Cross. So, even if I don’t forgive them, I am still the righteousness of GOD in CHRIST. But I also know, if I continued to feel annoyed, I would stress and then my health will be affected.

The next morning, I started to sing a song that ABBA JESUS gave me “My forgiveness is JESUS (means ‘I cannot forgive them but HE will make me able to do it’)” with an annoyed heart.

About two days later, after singing the same song every morning, when I saw the defective product, I didn’t feel annoyed again. I could understand and forgive them easily and effortlessly though I still don't have plan to reorder again. THANKS A LOT, ABBA JESUS!

Another similar case:

One day in Jun, 2025, I felt annoyed with my neighbor and I could not forgive him as I thought his attitude was so bad.

Then, I started to sing the same song with annoyed heart. About a month later, when I saw him from my upstairs, my annoyed feeling was gone and since then we’re friend again. PRAISE ABBA JESUS!

https://www.josephprince.org/blog/daily-grace-inspirations/you-have-been-forgiven-much

https://www.josephprince.org/blog/praise-reports/freed-from-long-term-pornography-addiction

https://www.josephprince.com/meditate-devo/he-paid-it-all

https://www.josephprince.org/blog/daily-grace-inspirations/your-true-identity-in-christ

Dad’s Love and Stir-Fried Kway Teow

 By Yen Yen

This story I heard from mom. One day, I (around 2-3 years of age at that time) was whining for stir-fried kway teow/flat rice noodles. After hearing that, my dad immediately got ready to go to buy it in the rain.

Mom said, “外面下雨。家里不是有别的东西吃吗？不可以要什么就什么，知道吗？ (It's raining outside. Isn't there something else to eat at home? You may not always get immediately whatever you want. Do you understand?)”. Then, I stopped whining. But my dad still went to buy it in the rain and mom could not stop him.

As we lived at the end of the alley without car and public transportation inside, I don’t know whether my dad rode his motorcycle or took a long enough walk with an umbrella to the alley entrance for catching public transport on the side of the road. 

But whatever vehicles he took in the rain, he took a risk for me and there was no restaurant nearby our house.

ABBA JESUS, I realize, if my dad could do it, how much more YOU. THANKS A LOT, ABBA JESUS. YOUR Cross is the proof of YOUR Wild Love for us.

JESUS offering food to a kid
Image source: https://www.etsy.com/listing/1483935994/painting-of-jesus-christ-offering-food

Chris Dupré: "HE (JESUS) looks at me and HE goes, "I love you with a wild love ... No man controls MY love for you".

Melinda Lyons’ NDE: "HE said I've always loved you and HE said that there was nothing you could do that would cause ME to not love you."

And JESUS was saying, “FATHER, forgive them; for they do not know what they are doing.” Luke 23:34a AMP

Via Dolorosa - The route taken by JESUS through Jerusalem to Calvary. 

My forgiveness/compassion/feeling/understanding/mind is JESUS

My beauty/beautiful is JESUS

My environment/encouragement is JESUS

The Difference between JESUS as Human Body, HIS GOD Spirit Body and Our Physical Body

Compiled By Yen Yen 

I. JESUS as Human (GOD Physical) Body:  

1. HE had 23 chromosomes from the mother side and one Y chromosome only from a Source which was NOT a human male (=HOLY SPIRIT, JESUS' SPIRIT).  

Ron Wyatt -Chromosome  Counted in the BLOOD Sample of JESUS 

2. HE could not appear in many places at the same time and could not enter the room with the locked doors. 

JESUS is knocking on a door

Image source: https://stock.adobe.com/id/images/jesus-christ-knocking-on-a-door/226092655  

3. HE only felt hungry after fasting 40 days and nights. 

Matt 4:2: ...HE (=JESUS) had fasted (=צוּמוֹ, tzom, neither eat nor drink) forty days and forty nights, HE afterward hungered.  

https://www.sarshalom.us/resources/scripture/asv/html/matthew.html  

https://blogs.timesofisrael.com/the-fast-of-esther-taanit-or-tzom/  

4. HE could be exhausted but could not be sick. 

Matt 8:23-27 TPT: And JESUS, exhausted, fell asleep... 

5. HE was able to resurrect on the third day.

https://www.shroud.com/pdfs/evidenceAmalraj.pdf

II. JESUS as GOD (Spirit) Body:  

1. HE can appear in many places at the same time (omnipresence) and can enter the room with the locked doors. 

a. John 20:19 TLV: (After the Resurrection of JESUS) ...When the doors were locked where the disciples were ..., YESHUA (=JESUS) came and stood in their midst! And HE said to them, “Shalom aleichem!”.  

b. Nasir Siddiki’s Vision: Saw JESUS appeared in his hospital room as the outline of a PERSON with light.  

c. Khalida Wukawitz's Vision: Saw JESUS appeared in her room as the outline of a PERSON with light.  

2. HE cannot be sick and exhausted. 

Psalm 121:4 NASB: Behold, HE who watches over Israel will neither slumber nor sleep.

III. Our Physical Body:

1a. Matt 15:32 KJ21: Then JESUS called HIS disciples unto HIM and said, “I have compassion on the multitude, because they continue with ME now three days and have had nothing to eat; and I will not send them away fasting(=νήστεις, néstis), lest they faint on the way.”

https://biblehub.com/lexicon/matthew/15-32.htm

b. Matt 6:31-32 NIV: So do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ ... your Heavenly FATHER knows that you need them.

2. Psalm 127:2 NCB: It is useless for you to rise earlier and delay taking your rest at night, toiling relentlessly for the bread you eat; for while those HE loves sleep, HE provides all of this for them. 

UPDATED (Nov 19, 2025) Saved from the Contaminated Mineral Water

By Yen Yen

One day in Sep 2025 around 6 p.m., after I drank a sip of mineral water, not as usual, the taste was spicy and salty. I thought, maybe the cup wasn't washed properly, so I drank another sip with another clean cup, but the taste was same.

I told it to my worker and asked him to try drinking it (I meant ‘only a sip of water’). But he used his bottle with about 300 ml size to drink about half a bottle. 

About 10 minutes later, he said his tongue was very uncomfortable and his throat was dry. We took the Chinese antidote to prevent poisonings.

As the day was getting dark and another recommended brand could not be found around here, then my worker bought another good brand instead. After I tried to drink it, it was acceptable. 

The next morning, as my stomach felt a bit uncomfortable, my worker bought the recommended brand on the nearby store.

So far, the recommended one suits our bodies as well as the previous one we used for years before the contamination happened. I could not imagine if we had to try the other brands one by one if the recommended one didn't suit our bodies either.  

UPDATED (Nov 19, 2025): Since Oct 2025, we are back to use the previous brand as the quality is back to normal.

ABBA JESUS, YOU are our Water of Life who always provides all our needs, beyond all we can think or pray for, at the right place and right time. 

THANKS A LOT ABBA JESUS for YOUR Wild Love and Wild Protection for us.

“A person who was unfamiliar with both fish and water serpents could easily mistake one for the other.  But a FATHER who would be concerned about HIS family would certainly make sure that there was no mistake (https://confidenceandjoy.com/bread-fish-and-an-egg/)".

https://www.simpurelife.com/blogs/blogs/why-does-my-water-taste-salty

https://www.glasafe.com/blogs/glasafe-blogs/how-do-plastic-bottles-alter-the-taste-of-your-water#:~:text=Water%20in%20plastic%20bottles%20leaches,flavor%20shift%20much%20more%20apparent. 

https://www.quora.com/Is-it-possible-for-water-to-become-spicy#:~:text=Spiciness%20would%20be%20a%20chemical,in%20the%20chemistry%2Dsensing%20cells

Image source: https://www.amazon.co.uk/ALTUY-Religious-Decorative-Painting-08x12inch/dp/B0CKHQ2K7Y?th=1

Pre-Born Story: My Last ‘Time’ in Heaven

By Yen Yen

One early morning in July 2025, The HOLY SPIRIT (=JESUS’ SPIRIT) gave me an understanding about my last ‘time’ in Heaven before I was born on the Earth.  

At that 'time', I said, “ABBA JESUS, please don’t let me go to the Earth. I really don’t want to go”. HE said, “Everything will be fine. There’s nothing to be afraid of. I will always be with you and never forsake you. I will command MY angels to guard you in all your ways.”

Then, we flew down to the Earth and went to my parents’ house. But, as I was still in my spirit body, my parents could not see me.

And, before I entered into my embryo physical body in mom’s womb, I ran to embrace ABBA JESUS and HE said, "Till we meet again in Heaven”.

This story is only my personal belief which is supported by the NDE’s stories I watched. The ‘time’ was placed inside quotation marks as the time in Heaven is different with the world.

The NDE of Karina Martinez - Saw her future granddaughters in Heaven (her son was not married yet).

The NDE of Nasir Siddiki’s Brother - Saw himself looking down on his physical body.  

https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/when-does-a-fetus-have-a-heartbeat

Image source: https://www.amazon.com/Security-Christ-David-Bowman-Christian/dp/B0713QB44X?th=1 

The Nailed Hands of ABBA JESUS: Bible, Pictograph, Science

Compiled by Yen Yen

1. John 20:27 (NIV):

...Then HE (=JESUS) said to Thomas, “Put your finger here; see MY hands. Reach out your hand and put it into MY side. Stop doubting and believe.”

2. Pictograph: The Hebrew word of “YAHWEH” = YOD (HAND) + Hey (Behold!) + VAV (NAIL) + Hey (Behold!)

https://www.minimannamoments.com/hey-look-behold/

Pictograph image: https://i0.wp.com/www.minimannamoments.com/wp-content/uploads/2019/10/9-YHVH-Best-paleo-.png?w=512&ssl=1

3. Science: Barrie Schwortz: “In the Hands (of JESUS), the Bloodstains on the Shroud (of JESUS) shows crucifixion through the wrist because the Romans knew if they crucified in the Palm (of JESUS), you could tear it loose.”

https://youtu.be/LLnCIp3OVmE?feature=shared&t=726

4. Science: Pete Schumacher - Research Nails, Phylacteries, Lance, Leptons  

https://shroud3d.com/research-on-the-3d-materials/research-nails-phylacteries-lance-leptons/

Saved from the Failed Subject

This is an update from

https://bestmotivation.blogspot.com/2023/06/saved-from-failed-preparation-phase.html

One semester in my univ., in one subject, we were asked to do a basic complete business program or other company tasks.

As the max. number of task group members were reduced from 3 to 2 students, then I, who had already joined with 2 friends (both were close friends), had to leave.

After then, I didn't know what should I do as I had never done a basic complete business program before and who would be my friend group and guidance lecturer.

THANKS A LOT, ABBA JESUS! YOU gave me a new friend group and a good guidance lecturer, and made me able to finish it at the right time, so we could get an A.

Then, I realized that I could not just depend on friend groups to do a basic complete programming task, but I had to experience it by myself as my preparation for working on my undergraduate thesis a year later. GLORY TO YOU, ABBA JESUS!

Kitten Saved from Her Baby Stuck in the Birth Canal

By Yen Yen

Around 2014-15, I had a wild kitten. As my house at that time was not suitable for a cat, so I could only keep her outside.

At about 8 months old, the kitten got pregnant and 2 months later, one morning, I saw her baby's legs stuck in the birth canal (breech birth), while she was in pain and trying to push her baby out but she couldn't.

The problem was that I could not carry her as the kitten ran away and I didn’t know where she was. I only could pray and imagine by faith that the Hands of ABBA JESUS ​​pulling the stuck baby out.

One afternoon a week later, I finally met her. I saw that her birth canal no longer had the baby stuck. I didn’t know where the baby was, but for sure, my kitten was fine though she looked so thin.

THANKS A LOT, ABBA JESUS! I believe YOU would take care of her baby whether in Heaven or on the Earth.

JESUS and the cat
Image source:

https://www.etsy.com/listing/4365591152/jesus-and-cat-memorial-art-christian-pet

Melinda Lyons NDE - Pets in Heaven

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As JESUS is, so am I in this world (Ref. 1 John 4:17)

My wild love/compassion/heart/forgiveness is JESUS

My bestie/friendship is JESUS

My eating style/life style/walk/steps is JESUS

My mind/brain/mood is JESUS

My fortress/strength/restoration/unmerited favor is JESUS

My lucky/skill/success/carefulness is JESUS

My joy/rejoice/feeling/emotion/soul is JESUS

A Cute Boy with Silent Love

By Yen Yen

One morning in Jan 2025, a cute boy, while walking to the school, started stealing glances at me around our housing complex. And recently, from the upstairs window, I saw he kept moving his heart-hands while he was passing beside my house. So cute!

My worker said, "He is a grandson of a vegetable-basket seller. He lives with his grandpa as his mom has passed away. He regularly receives assistance in the form of rice, money, etc."

I fully understand a boy with a missing-mother issue will tend to be attracted to a female from his mom’s generation.

ABBA JESUS, I believe YOUR Wild Love and Wild Protection are also for him and his family. Please give us a chance to have a friendship.

JESUS with a boy in HIS Arms

“20 years of pain I was delivered by a face-to-face encounter (with JESUS) and through my weeping, my heart from the pain of my father and the abuse that I took” ~ Chris Dupré (The Wild Love of GOD on Sid Roth's It's Supernatural!)

Image source: https://stock.adobe.com/ca/images/jesus-christ-with-a-kid-in-his-arms-smiling-digital-watercolor-painting-transparent-background/983776100

The Teen Friend and the Bad (Little) Kids

By Yen Yen

This is an updated of https://bestmotivation.blogspot.com/2023/08/saved-from-screaming-attack-of-bad.html

So far (Jun 2025), the two “worse” kids do not dare to attack our house again. 

I've seen two times at the back of our house, my teen friend looked at them with a sharp glance so they didn't dare do anything wrong.

He also scolded other kids who were playing soccer at the back of our house so they all stopped playing. I don't know why they are so afraid of him and I never told him about them.

THANKS A LOT ABBA JESUS for sending a teen friend with YOUR Heart to protect us!

"I rely on YOU, ABBA JESUS

I boast YOUR Cross

Miracle will happen today

Miracle is my daily bread

As YOU're my Miracle"

"The LORD will fight for you; you need only to be still (Exodus 14:14)"

The Little Girl and the Injured Cat

By Yen Yen

One afternoon in April 2025, I met the little girl (7 years of age) who was playing at the back of my house and I asked her, “Have you ever met a cat with a fairly large wound around of his ear?”. She said, “Yes. I saw him was clawed by a bad cat. Then, I picked up a stone and threw it to the bad one, so that he ran away in a hurry. Then, I carried the injured cat home and treated his wound with the antiseptic drops.”

When I met the injured cat, his wound has dried up completely though his fur hasn't grown yet. THANKS A LOT, ABBA JESUS for sending the little girl with YOUR Heart to save and take care of him.

"ABBA JESUS, when YOU see,

There is a danger in front of us

YOU directly save us in YOUR Embrace"

https://www.vecteezy.com/photo/49462013-close-up-portrait-of-jesus-christ-embracing-a-gentle-lamb-in-a-serene-and-peaceful-setting

The Angels of ABBA JESUS

Compiled by Yen Yen

1. ... But the chief said they were afraid to attack because they had seen hundreds of big men in shining garments with drawn swords circling the mission station. – GOD'S Secret Agents

2. ... the vintage car continued to stay in front of my car, blocking and diverting away all the flying pieces of the exploded tire....  https://www.josephprince.org/blog/praise-reports/protected-from-harm-by-gods-angels

3. ... I saw the car coming our way but an angel appeared and told me to duck down. The angel said we would be okay ... 
https://www.josephprince.org/blog/praise-reports/mom-and-daughter-protected-in-car-accident

A Friend Healed From ‘Abnormal’ Height Fluctuation

By Yen Yen

This case is about a friend whom I quite often meet when he goes somewhere else. During 5 months, I unintentionally found that he had an ‘abnormal’ height fluctuation.

Normally, he pushed his motorbike, which was about one meter high, by bending over, but I saw several times that he didn’t need to bend over and his height was just right for his hands to hold the motorbike's handlebars.

As I know, normally a human height fluctuation ranges from 1-2 cm, but I didn't dare to ask him.

On Jan 2025, I believe The HOLY SPIRIT (=JESUS’ SPIRIT) moved me to continue partaking the Holy Communion for him. Since then, as I see, he has no ‘abnormal’ height fluctuation. PRAISE ABBA JESUS!

"What father, whose son asked for an egg, would ever mistakenly or even intentionally give his son a scorpion instead?" - Bread, Fish and Egg