My Forgiveness is JESUS

By Yen Yen

One day in Oct, 2025, I felt disappointed as one of my online orders was defective. When I kindly complained to the seller, they didn’t want to resend it and I didn’t want to receive their refund as the platform’s refund process was complicated for me.  

It seemed a little thing but then every time, I saw the defective product, I felt annoyed and I could not forget and forgive them.

I know all my sins (past, present and future) were redeemed by ABBA JESUS at the Cross. So, even if I don’t forgive them, I am still the righteousness of GOD in CHRIST. But I also know, if I continued to feel annoyed, I would stress and then my health will be affected.

The next morning, I started to sing a song that ABBA JESUS gave me “My forgiveness is JESUS (means ‘I cannot forgive them but HE will make me able to do it’)” with an annoyed heart.

About two days later, after singing the same song every morning, when I saw the defective product, I didn’t feel annoyed again. I could understand and forgive them easily and effortlessly though I still don't have plan to reorder again. THANKS A LOT, ABBA JESUS!

Another similar case:

One day in Jun, 2025, I felt annoyed with my neighbor and I could not forgive him as I thought his attitude was so bad.

Then, I started to sing the same song with annoyed heart. About a month later, when I saw him from my upstairs, my annoyed feeling was gone and since then we’re friend again. PRAISE ABBA JESUS!

https://www.josephprince.org/blog/daily-grace-inspirations/you-have-been-forgiven-much

https://www.josephprince.org/blog/praise-reports/freed-from-long-term-pornography-addiction

https://www.josephprince.com/meditate-devo/he-paid-it-all

https://www.josephprince.org/blog/daily-grace-inspirations/your-true-identity-in-christ

Dad’s Love and Stir-Fried Kway Teow

 By Yen Yen

This story I heard from mom. One day, I (around 2-3 years of age at that time) was whining for stir-fried kway teow/flat rice noodles. After hearing that, my dad immediately got ready to go to buy it in the rain.

Mom said, “外面下雨。家里不是有别的东西吃吗？不可以要什么就什么，知道吗？ (It's raining outside. Isn't there something else to eat at home? You may not always get immediately whatever you want. Do you understand?)”. Then, I stopped whining. But my dad still went to buy it in the rain and mom could not stop him.

As we lived at the end of the alley without car and public transportation inside, I don’t know whether my dad rode his motorcycle or took a long enough walk with an umbrella to the alley entrance for catching public transport on the side of the road. 

But whatever vehicles he took in the rain, he took a risk for me and there was no restaurant nearby our house.

ABBA JESUS, I realize, if my dad could do it, how much more YOU. THANKS A LOT, ABBA JESUS. YOUR Cross is the proof of YOUR Wild Love for us.

JESUS offering food to a kid
Image source: https://www.etsy.com/listing/1483935994/painting-of-jesus-christ-offering-food

Chris Dupré: "HE (JESUS) looks at me and HE goes, "I love you with a wild love ... No man controls MY love for you".

Melinda Lyons’ NDE: "HE said I've always loved you and HE said that there was nothing you could do that would cause ME to not love you."

And JESUS was saying, “FATHER, forgive them; for they do not know what they are doing.” Luke 23:34a AMP

Via Dolorosa - The route taken by JESUS through Jerusalem to Calvary. 

My forgiveness/compassion/feeling/understanding/mind is JESUS

My beauty/beautiful is JESUS

My environment/encouragement is JESUS